GOD-THE-PRECEPTOR’S BLESSINGS FALL ON THE SEER
21) 16th, September, 1972 Early morning dream : I was standing alone on a place . Suddenly a serpent jumped on my back and sticking all alone my spinal chord gradually opened her fan on my head. Without any fear I stood still . And then the serpent moved away and jumped on the ground in front of me.
After this incident I went to Diamond and saw a number of devotees seated around him. I felt that I went to him after a long gap. One of the devotees was reading Gospel of Sri Ramkrishna and Diamond was giving explanations as he used to do in his lifetime.
Diamond was seated on his cot and I also sat on the floor in front of him . After a while Diamond started conversation with me.
Me –See, as I did my Ph. D. course, so I was deprived of your companian and missed such a great phenomenon.
Diamond—No, No, my boy ! It is good that you have got a footing .
Me—When I used to come to you long time back, I was a bit immatured . I couldnot understand you and your sayings.
Diamond—See, it matters little . You know that you were a teenager at that time and it is a natural habit for that age . Don’t worry for that.
Meanwhile I noticed that everybody was leaving the room one by one . Diamond came down from his cot and sat on the floor in front of me . He was looking very joyous. I thought that I had been chatting with him so long, let me tell him that I was incapable of doing meditation . But I felt very uneasy to beg something from him as this was my natural habit in reality also.
Another thought came in my mind that he had expired 5 years ago , but looking so joyous and rejuvenated ! Moreover I was having him in front of me , so why should I need meditation ?
Then I told him, ‘so long I did not come to you, I should never do such mistake . The Puja holiday is knocking at the door, I shall come to you at noon and stay full time’. He gave a sweet smile and said,’ yes you do that’. The dream then off .
[ The first scene indicated that kundalini, in the form of snake is awakened within the seer .
The second scene indicated that all the happenings happened in the real life of the seer are being wiped out by God-the-Preceptor from the seer’s mind through consolation .]
TEACHINGS OF GOD-THE-PRECEPTOR
AND NARRATION OF PREVIOUS DREAM WITHIN A DREAM
22) 6th December, 1972, Wednesday . Early morning dream : I had gone to Howrah town (adjacent to Calcutta where Diamond used to reside) . But with a great surprise, I noticed that most of the old buildings had been demolished substituted by new ones. Everything was looking attractive with lakes , gardens, modern architectural buildings. I went on thinking that henceforth I should stay here permanently.
However, I also noticed that the lane where one of my friend Nisith (who took me to Diamond in reality) used to reside became widened and I was sitting in a Doctor’s Chamber just at the entrance of the lane (in reality it was so). Suddenly I saw that Diamond came and sat beside me. I began to read Gospel of Sri Ramkrishna so that he could hear it : I had also some conversations with him in between reading. Diamond looked very joyous and I felt very happy seeing him after a long gap . But I was feeling guilty for having a long gap of meeting him (which happened in reality). So I asked him, ‘well, since I left you, you must have forgotten me’!
Diamond—What are you saying ! Why should I not remember you !
Me—You have never seen me within you in trance, then I am not your close associate!
Diamond—Oh, No ! No ! who said this to you!
While saying these to me, he continued patting on my body. Meanwhile he went out to the corridor . I kept sitting holding the book in my hand. Suddenly I noticed that my elder brother was also seated there However, I thought that before Diamond’s departure, I should pay my salute on his feet . But at this moment suddenly I woke up and thought that the dream remained incomplete . Let me sleep again to see the last part of my dream and so I slept again and saw in the dream that Diamond again had come to me in the same place as before . This time he was standing on the corridor (as he did in the previous dream) and continued our conversations .
Me—You know that I had a dream . Diamond came forward and said, ’say , what you have dreamt’. I narrated the same dream seen in my first dream and asked, ‘well, is this dream signifying my reflection of mind’ ? With a smiling face he said, ‘I shall say something to you’. But he did not say anything and went away . The dream went off .
[ Firstly, the dream was a corroboration of the saying 811 of the Bengali book ‘Dharma-O-Anubhuti’ written by Diamond based on his personal reflections . (vide dream no 5).
Secondly, this was the first experience in dream where I narrated the previous scene in the next one .]